Some doors are open others are not. Just send an email

Yes indeed I wonder what will be the outcome of this year and then too I have to wonder if I am spending too much time typing emails and reading emails and wonder what will be the outcome of it all.

Yesterday's blog may have been a bit too harsh. Not sure what the goal of it all was. Then again will be the best blog goal if you set out to have a blog goal. Are blogs suppose to have goals?. When you start typing a note that perhaps justs sums up the day or the moment do you need to know what "will be" the result of the blog when you start to type the blog? Perhaps seems like a good answer to this question. Maybe sometimes the goal is to look inside and look back and see if something might we worth putting down. Maybe as a record or a sort of printed human interaction. Not many really read others blogs, regularly. I read my BFF's blog every day. Family members sort of watch each other. If you know someone then maybe what the printed interaction is only compliments your own perceptions of the persons. Clarifies. It perhaps is a pulse. A heartbeat. O yes you say, a day for "being", a day for being warm or cold or bold or appreciative. O yes I understand I say. O yes what does it all matter I say. O yes I am so glad to see with others eyes things that I like to see anyway. As for interaction a phone call is always good. A time to just see the eyes and the face and the gestures of someone as you talk is best. Today I walked for a mile and half or two with my best friend. It sealed the week. Marked the day. Enough. It was all that I needed. Then after I visited on the phone with someone I like who I had not talked with for a while. I enjoyed her voice. I enjoyed knowing she was ok. We spoke of a reunion of family that I will miss and of the events she had faced and then she visited with my best friend. It was indeed interaction on a higher level. Then I ran for 3 miles with a person I enjoy and we visited about things of common interest at work. Then I clicked off my cell and finished the last mile with my ipod music and it was "just us" and more that I enjoy on my run in my ears. Still plugged in. Plugged in most of the day in some way. Yet interaction never ends. Thinking continues. When you just keep going thought whatever next door is in front of you if your determine that it is a door worth going through then you indeed "will be". I am indeed in favor of "being".